Daniel and Ophelia

This couple has a very significant purpose in my development as an amateur writer and artist. I created these two when I lost my creative mojo...I already had the mighty triad....then I had the supernatural investigative couple...then I had the traveling fucktoy...but those story lines where not doing anything for my until...I created these two... better yet inspired.   I am on my third binder going on to my fourth and I couldn't be anymore excited....now having a more suitable means to update my work...I can definitely restart the process.... I'm going to give snippets of each storyline since I have a tendency to go back and forth... plus it gives me an opportunity to be more honest about how I approach my work.

Madam Leonoire

Madame Leonoire

Seeing Clareece in her natural beauty, always reminds him...how fortunate he is as a man to be in her presence. Her beauty can stand against any goddess but her humble nature keeps his heart overflowing with a deep appreciation for her.
He opens the door to be greeted by a warmth that surrounds him the moment he walks in. The stillness of the room makes his entrance all the more dramatic.  Words between them is never necessary...they both know what this moment entails. 

Making a comeback

It's been awhile since I last wrote anything here...hmph. I really have no excuse. I didn't lose interest in the creative process but no longer felt the need to document it. Until today. I realize the potential of using this blog to not only reveal the process but also bring new life to my storyline. As of the last year my ideas have grown tremendously and now I have three different themes to my now expanding books. Well not books, at least not yet. So here I am back and better than ever.

Reintroduction Part 2 (working progress)

As the night progress, I see the two get real chummy.  Flirtatious looks, turning into light touches...Sadjyah finally filled her bladder to the brink, conveniently asked me to tag along to the bathroom.  Just as I turned to let Sadjyah in.  I realized Mason was following us to the restroom. 

 Sadjyah not knowing he was right behind her he gently tugged her hair.  Sadjyah face changed dramatically, her facial muscle strained as her head moved upwards her body tensed up.  It was in that moment her eyes changed from delightfully unaware to battle mode.  She looked at him with such venom.  He smiled daring her to make a move,his face only inches away from hers. He smiled daring her to make a move. 

I reached for her knowing that she was slightly tipsy and maybe not really aware of his playful demeanor.  She broke out a smile.  " You better be careful, I could of hurt you."

He laughed.  " I want you to try."

I was relieved....

  

“Sorry, but I have to go.”

“Go ahead I’ll wait.”

Sadjyah rushed into the bathroom, I quickly followed.

I already felt like the third wheel and realized that this is an ongoing theme.  I decided that I was no longer going to entertain this now weird encounter.

Walking out of the bathroom Mason stood with his two arms slightly raised for S  and I .  We both wrapped our arms around his massive biceps as he escorted us to the main section of the restaurant.  I watched them as the night progress and decided that it was time to go.  Once they got real comfortable, another trip to the bar I took the opportunity to make my exit. The night air send chills down my spine and the realization of the thrill being pursued is now gone. A hallow feeling grew inside as a new battle arose.  I looked into the sky, now the decision of leaving weighting heavily on my conscious, but to stay committed in this strange place would betray what I know, but to leave the unknown back to the usual routine didn’t seem (sufficient, fulfilling). 

The familiar place felt right, I like to believe a sense of freedom embraced my spirit but it was the longing of being validated (approved, need, desired, wanted) that held me in a place of regret. I had no idea how long I felt captive in the midst of this triage, but, my now new freedom was met with relief and resentment towards the mundane.  The refreshing newness of these encounters was intoxicating but I think I had enough of the constant games, confusion and most importantly competition.  Not having to feel like I am inadequate and wanting to relate, was the one thing I was happy to let go of.  I was infatuated with the opportunity to explore but it was hell to consistently have to fight down my old demons. 

Few feet away from my car, I felt a hand gripped my shoulder.

M walking right behind me with a stern look on his face.  “Where are you going?”

“Oh home, I’m tired….”

“When will I see you again?”

“Oh I have to check with my schedule.” It was getting awkward fast and he knew.

“Are you abandoning me?”

“NO! Not at all.  How could I when you’re in the midst of such wonderful company?”

The smile was ripped right off his face and I was absolutely stunned by my answer.

He steps in closer, hands clasped around my wrist.  “No, I want to see you soon.”

I just looked at him, words couldn’t formulate how I really feel. 

He continued. “Seriously, I was hoping to just you and S.”

Without any reservations….  “From what I see S seems like she is woman enough for you. I feel like I am just hanging around with no real use.”

His eyes stayed locked on mine.  He didn’t move (budge) “Please forgive me.  You are absolutely right Let me make it up to you.”

“How?”

“Wow, you’re not going to make this easy are you?”

“No.”

“Let’s set up a time, for just the both of us.”  His grin stretched across his face. (for miles)

“That’s not necessary.”

He backed away his face withdrew the smile, now looking at a very somber and still man.  “I apologize I am asking for too much from you.  I thought I was obvious with my intentions.”

“And you were, I just don’t know if I am fit for this arrangement.”

“Anomie you are more than enough for any man.  I want you for my purposes and yes that is selfish but believe me you won’t regret.  I may seem foolish in my request, but I am more than capable of meeting your desires.  Give me the opportunity to prove it to you. This isn’t a cheap thrill, or some simple minded game.  I have the time, tool and resources to accommodate any of your wishes.  From what I see you are not simple, but you're fair in your manner and upfront.  You turn me on, more than you can ever imagine. You have a strength and determination that is very valuable to me and my needs.  I won't undermine your presence as long as you let me know your needs.  This has to be mutual."

Honestly, when he called me by my name I was already sold.  After, a long pause.

"Do you understand?"  He closed in on me arms wrapped around my waist his hands glided...around my ass. 

"I understand."

"So your staying."

"No." I lightly kissed him on the cheek, gently pushing myself away....I whispered.  "I am leaving, call me."